Innocence (73)Tired of mumbling when they mention your name-Desperate, longing, to simply be sane.Want to be free, to dance with the windNo longer thinking what we had was sin.Used to be open, carefree and youngLong before we knew how love truly stung.Now so broken with patches and scars,Thinking this plan has never been ours.Sure there's a reason for every small tear,But gratitude is something you will not find here.Give it some time, let memories build upDon't think about all the days now corrupt.Oh to be innocent like I once was,To answer my questions with words like "Because"Without having to worry about things in the past...Not really wondering how long we would last.
Sadist - Chapter 9Evening of the next day; Esther had just finished work. She walks outside to see Zehnder waiting for her, as he usually does. She smiles and walks towards him as he begins to walk down the sidewalk.“Anything special today? Or just the usual walking around?” Esther asks, as she catches up to him.“Yes, actually. Something more exciting, it should be fun.”“Where are we going?”“The park.”“Again?” Esther sighed, a little disappointed.“Don’t worry; it’s more exciting than those sorry asses that we dealt with yesterday. I think you’ll enjoy it. You got your hammer?”“Yep! Right here!” Esther opened up her bag wide enough to see the top of the hammer in it, although she didn’t take it out; someone might see.They walked along; Esther was excited for this special event. She felt that is was going to be a happy day for the two of them.They arrived at the park as the sun was almost f
If I Was Honest (93)If I was honest,I'd tell you my past.If I were true,I'd say we could last.If I could tell you of me;Of I,I'd raise you up higher,And help you to fly.If I was honest,I'd hold you so tight.If I were gentle,I'd walk in the light.If I could whisper of you;Of me,I'd hold you so gently,Oh darling don't leave.If I was honest,I'd rip you to pieces.If I weren't frightening,I'd smooth all our creases.If I could give you of me;My all,I know that we'd vanish,Your innocence would fall.
schizophrenia?psychology defines schizophreniaas an impairing, delusional disorderborne in the person’s inexorable inabilityto tell right from wrong,hopeless fantasy from harsh reality,or even suspicion from acceptancebut aspen is a lovely, flexible womanwith names of imperial animal racesthat never belonged to them,with the countless colors of her eyes thatshe makes up with named numberswritten in cursive sharpie on her palmsshe takes pills that seem todampen & take away those charmingthings she always says to me;the voices don’t haunt or tease her,they’ve always respected the way shecounted with willpower & the way she livedpsychology defines schizophreniaas a disorder in which one cannot escapetheir head long enough tostop the thoughts of self-destruction,to halt the onset of war on theirbodies as the asphalt hits their headbut aspen is a star amid the wreckagewhen she asks you to hold heruntil she can’t hear the bad numberscrunching her ears int
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